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Thursday, 30 June 2016

Accidentally Eating while Fasting


Apakah hukum seseorang yang makan secara tidak sengaja atau terlupa ketika sedang berpuasa?


Sah puasanya, kerana itu adalah rezeki daripada Allah SWT, Sabda Rasulullah SAW yang bermaksud " Sesiapa yang makan atau mjnum dengan keadaan terlupa maka jangan berbuka puasa maka sesungguhnya itu adalah rezeki yang diberi oleh Allah SWT kepadanya"


What fall for someone that accidentally or forgetfully eat during fasting? 


His fast is valid because that is a sustaince from Allah SWT. The prophet SAW said, If a fasting person eats and drink forgetfully, it is only provision Allah SWT put forth to him.” 

********************MY STORY***********************

Ummi.... ummi... ummii..ummii.. (Ummi, a song by Hadad Alwi) My Phone alarm sound.

XX.25am. Oh Im late for sahur! I wake up and rush to kitchen.

4.25am is the alarm I prepare to remind me Imsak time. So there's another 10 minutes before azan.

Even if I didn't eat rice, I m still able to eat bread, dates, Vitagen and drink sufficiently to give me energy for the day.

While eating I keep checking the time, XX.28am and I already eat half of the tuna bread. XX.29am, I finish eating the tuna bread with vitagen and plan to eat few more dates before I gulp the glass of water that I prepared. XX.31am I finish eating 3 dates.

Im quite a fast eater I gues, there is another 4 minutes before azan.Since Im quite full I eat slower and on the mobile data to surf internet to read (I really dont like to make single thing a time, I think that wasting time. Usually I will do multitask at once). Today is my credit expiry date, so I dint know if I will be able to surf the internet. I try sending whatapp to my sister and she received it. Oh, the mobile data is still usable today!

The surau is quite far from my house, so sometimes I can and sometimes not hear azan from my house. XX.33am 2 minute before azan, I gulp down the whole water in the glass. XX.34am just so on time! Will finish eating now, but will wait another 10 minutes for subuh. I still half conscious after rushingly wake up and Im quite full now.

XX.45am, showed on the alarm clock near my bed. Will go for subuh now!

Im taking wuduk and feel waken up and fresh.

Walking on the living room, I saw the the outside became quite bright which I never really notice before. "Hmm.. maybe because of Ramadan the sun comes early". I do my subuh prayer and read the Al mathurat when I saw from the window, Its really a sunny morning. The table alarm clock shows XX.15am.

I stand up and went to take the table clock and put it very near to my eyes to confirm the time. Whoa, it is 06.16am. I reach my phone to confirm the time, and again it was pass 6, not pass 5.

I check on my whatsapp since during my sahur I did sent a whatsapp messege to my sis. The message sent was 5.31am. Astaghfirullahalazim... I AM 1 HOUR LATE ACTUALLY!!

I did istighfar many times of how sinful I am for always wake up late (when not Ramadhan) and today I even late in my sahur. Keep playing in my mind on what will become to my fasting. I plan that I will fast normally today, but will need to replace it in the future. InsyaAllah.

I ask my sis what will become to my fasting, and she said it will just be ok and do fasting normally since I didn't eat purposely.

I search in internet of my situation, and it turn out that it was actually a rezeki that Allah gives to his servant. It is really a rezeki, I was full, it gives me enough energy on that day and most of all, it gives me experience to be more thankful to Allah mercy.

This is my first experience eating during fasting. When I was about 7 years old, there is one time I pretending to forget the fasting and drink a jug of water (about 400ml) in front of sis while watching TV. "Did u note fast?" she asked. "Oh! I forgot it!" I said while continue drink from the small jug till I really full. It was during morning, then I continue my fasting by not eating but the water does gives me energy the whole day. hahaha. 

My Lord, Im tahnkful for your rezeki, for Your gracious, for always helping me in a way that I never imagine, for Your blessing that I still a grateful Muslim. Alhamdulillah.. 






Sunday, 26 June 2016

Ramadan With Mum

Alhamdulillah, for us still kicking alive to meet this blessing month Ramadan Kareem. More blessing for me after more than 10 years fasting alone at early Ramadan, this Ramadan I was blessed with mum visit! We did small thanksgiving feast to welcome Ramadhan as well expressing our gratitude for His rezq, and blessing that we all healthy.

I also able do terawikh with mum where this is her first time terawikh at Surau here. We went walking about 500m which seems not too close or not too far. I am able to have night walk with mum, show her the beautiful stars on the sky and lovey-dovey with her. There is one time, while we walk a small truck that went to same route, stop and offering us ride. We hoop onto the back with few children also wearing telekung intending to do terawikh. I have a big smile when the engine start, the night breeze gaze my face and my heart rejoice the moment that it will be a special memories with mum.

During sahur and iftar Im able to eat mum's cook. I wake up only after mum finish cook, just to eat (bad daughter!). But once I did wake up to make simple egg soup for mum and mum said it delicious!

This year I celebrate Ramadhan not only with mum but also with grandma and all my cats (botak, cheetah and tiger). The cats oddly accept mum visit with a warm welcome. Cheetah who previously anti human that makes me to choose him or mum, but finally accept mum. Oddly he became shameless and fall in love with mum. He finally learns that mum is another person that can provide him food. It even insightful to see him begging and stealing foods from us which later my kind-hearted grandma will give him the food on the floor. Mum on the other hand feed them first before we eat. I also remember once my aunty came and cheetah begging for the bun that she eat. The lucky cheetah got one whole bun for himself. Tiger also oddly spend more time in home which she usually only back during diner time!

We also have a small fight. It was a fourth Ramadhan. During 1 hour lunch break, I back home to spend that precious hour with mum. However with my arrival, mum start doing house chores like washing dishes, heating water. I told mum to do it later after I back to work since she have nothing to do afterall. She keep continue doing dishes saying it wont take long but in the end it takes 30 minutes worth of time. Finish with the dishes she continue heating water. I keep pestering her to stop doing work and spend time with me. Take pity on me to walk back home to spend time with her. She said it wont takes long and continue heating water. Finish the second work she said she want to peel the coconut that I just buy. I get angry and said, wait until I gone to work. She lie beside me and when I just fall asleep she went to the kitchen and peel the coconut. About 15 minutes later I woke up and found that she not besides me. As of that it was time to go work and mum come to the room and wont have any work to do after this. I got very angry on how mum not appreciate my effort and my feeling wanting to spend time with her. I talk harsh and say she didn't comes for me but just to settle her things (this part I am wrong). Maybe I just love her ways too much that I get irritated on simple things like this. Or are my love is selfish? Did I love her only for my sake? Or should I love mum less? Because loving her too much makes me more hurt. Now I change my phone wallpaper from her picture to lilo and stitch picture. I usually calls everyday, but now after 2 weeks I only call once. It is not I want to hate her, but I try not to obsessed or too childish. I did give mum proper farewell and apologize for my wrongdoing while she with me, I tell her that I will act maturely after this. Afterall mum know me in-out and she know I am mad because I love her. My obsessive love might bad for her and for me as well, I should be matured and strong emotionally.That why Allah must be the number one and we must love a person because of Allah or else the love might not beneficial. What happened is not a bad thing, but to teach me to be better, stronger and dependable.

Obsessive love is definitely bad. =P

love sincerely and show your love =)

Appreciate little things, so your heart at ease. InsyaAllah

While mum at my home, I didnt read much quran as I want to spend more time with her in the very short visit. Every moments is so precious for me. Supposedly I read 1 Juz a day, but I read very little. Alhamdulillah I just finish the Quran yesterday. It was quite an achievement for me after fail in the 2 remadhan previously. Alhamdulillah ya Rabb for giving me courage, health, time and heart to do that simple little ibadah.

This Ramadhan is very special for me, able to live experiencing another episode of Ramadhan with the person I love, I hope I learn and make benefit out of it. I hope with my effort, the blessing of Ramadhan can change me into a better muslim that strong physical and emotionally. Who appreciate what are good, forgiver, and trying hard to find hidayah and Allah's blessing. Amin..

I really love my family, thus the stronger the bond, the deeper attachment I have.

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