Alhamdulillah. Tomorrow will be a new year. I yet make any resolution for the 2020. But one thing for sure I hope I will always be grateful and happy. And the doa that I will always ask, may Allah keep my heart as a faithful muslim who are grateful and always seeking His hidayah.
I really like this pic because im so happy in it. 😁
Dengan nama Allah yang maha pengasih dan penyayang. Semoga tahun baru mejadi titik permulaan kami menjadi lebih baik. Amin...
What I am to write here is about my sweet home which I currently share with four companion that always make me
laugh and happy. The four gangs are Troy, Olen, Monsta and Abu.
Troy and olen
Troy and Olen are sibling and I found them at farm. They
were used as biological control to kill and reduce population of rats and
mouse. They were still very young that time maybe 3 weeks old and they have no
mother. Both looks dirty and Olen have serious eyes infection. Olen’s name is
given because she is an orange cat, while Troy’s is derived from the words
‘Terowong @ tunnel’, because I found her in a tunnel that time. Olen looks much
smaller and passive compare to Troy. After days I learned that Troy is actually
a bully, hyperactive and rough. Olen’s eyes take time to recover, maybe about a
month and along that time she was quite sick. Troy the devil still not
understands the condition of her sister. She take Olen for a rough wrestling,
slapped, clawing and bite her violently. Poor Olen only able to scream for help
but does not have energy to fight back. I always warn Troy to not play rough
but she’s ignoring me and sometimes I also get slapped for it. Huhu.. Not sure if it is fair or not, but sometimes
I will hold Troy and ask Olen to bite her. Innocent Olen is so unbelievable,
even with my help she is still the one who loss and suffer that she might knock
her own head or falling down heavily. So poor… I just can’t help anymore that I
take decision to cut short Troy’s claw so it will not a threat to Olen. After
five month, both become big and beautiful girls.
Momy Troy, poor Babu
Troy was so active and brave. Just after 3 month she starts
going outside and not afraid to wondering far away from house. She even not
back home for 2 days making me wonder if she is dead. When she was 6 months old,
she got pregnant. She is a moody momy. While pregnant she get very emotional,
moody and unbearable by other cats. While pregnant she become close and kind
towards me, however she always get angry to her other siblings especially Babu.
One time I remember she walk pass Babu who was sleeping silently, but tampered Troy
get very angry that she repeatedly slap Babu with her claw paws. Innocent Babu
wake-up dizzily and have no idea of why he get slapped. Troy still mad and continuous
slapped the just wake-up Babu. Babu seems want to get mad, but then he retreat
from the insane Troy. Me who watching nearby burst with laughter. Then I take
Babu and praised him for her understanding on moody mumy Troy.
Another victim of
Troy
One unique thing about Troy is she still carving for
mother’s milk. She always suck olen’s eyes thinking she sucking milk. Olen on
the other hand allow it that cause her eyes infection getting worse. Sometimes
her eye lid almost eaten by troy!
After adopting Monsta, he became another victim of sucker
Troy. So alternatively Troy sucking eyes of Monsta and Olen cause the both of
them have watery eyes. Troy never pass the chance to suck others eyes whenever
Im not looking. What making her worst is Monsta is tooooooo kind to allow the
devil Troy to suck his eyes as her please. Even olen is weak and small, but she
still mad and hissing to the devil Troy when she hurting her. Monsta on the
other hand is healthy but being too generous and kind towards other up to
allowing him being hurt by the devil Troy.
Troy love Babu but
rejecting him
After a month I adopt Babu who almost eaten alive by Baby
and the dog gang. Babu comes as a very active cat yet he has KURAP (skin
infection). With Babu at the house the hyperactive Troy have companion and a
rival that she can play to. She feels very happy and energetic since before she
cannot satisfy with the weak Olen and the kind Monsta. Thus Troy shifts her
attention to Babu while Olen can live peacefully while Monsta can enjoy being
a kind boy.
However with Babu present still not end the sufferings of
Olen and Monsta endure. Troy won’t suck Babu. Out of curiousity, once I make an
experiment on them. While Troy passionately sucking Monsta eyes, I take Monsta
and change it with Babu. Turn out Troy sucking Babu for few second and then
comes to her sense and stop sucking. After a while she found Monsta nearby and
continuous sucking his eyes. It makes me burst in laughter seeing how Babu is
not delicious in Troy taste. Maybe Troy didn’t like Monsta because he has skin
infection. Hahaha.. Monsta’s skin infection actually not that serious with only
few kurap at here and there. After a few month, the kurap treated clearly.
This is my writing in 2013. The
only with me now is Olen while Troy, Babu and Monsta all cross the rainbow
bridge. The weak Olen didn’t like to roam far from house while the adventurous
Troy, Babu and Monsta keep roaming far from house so maybe they were killed on
the way. Troy with me for about 1 year, Babu 3 years and Monsta 4 years. Now Im
staying with 5 other furriers the oranges (Lion, Tiger, Cheetah), Olen and
Botak. With intruder gangster
neighbor Mr Tuxe and the cute Ms Leopard.
In the past with less than few month I have Troy’s child (Konti, helmet, )
Olens kids (4 kitten) and adoptee (baja hitam and 3 other kitten). They are a
small kitten that not able to survive because of sickness. For Olen and Troy kids I think because they
are a first timer mum that their kids are not healthy and very small, especially
Olen’s kids that only live in less than two weeks or just few days. It was just a
short time but full of precious and lovable memory from them.
[Alec Benjamin:]
This night is cold in the kingdom
I can feel you fade away
From the kitchen to the bathroom sink and
Your steps keep me awake
Don't cut me down, throw me out, leave me here to waste
I once was a man with dignity and grace
Now I'm slipping through the cracks of your cold embrace
So please, please
Could you find a way to let me down slowly?
A little sympathy, I hope you can show me
If you wanna go, then I'll be so lonely
If you're leaving, baby, let me down slowly
Let me down, down, let me down, down, let me down
Let me down, down, let me down, down, let me down
If you wanna go, then I'll be so lonely
If you're leaving, baby let me down slowly
[Alessia Cara:]
I hold on to little pieces of what we were
I know we're long gone, but take it easy
Because it hurts
Don't cut me down, throw me out, leave me here to waste
I once was a girl with dignity and grace
Now I'm slipping through the cracks of your cold embrace
So please, please
Could you find a way to let me down slowly?
A little sympathy, I hope you can show me
If you wanna go, then I'll be so lonely
If you're leaving, baby, let me down slowly
Let me down, down, let me down, down, let me down
Let me down, down, let me down, down, let me down
If you wanna go, then I'll be so lonely
If you're leaving, baby let me down slowly
[Alec Benjamin & Alessia Cara:]
And I can't stop myself from falling down
And I can't stop myself from falling down
And I can't stop myself from falling down
And I can't stop myself from falling down
Could you find a way to let me down slowly?
A little sympathy, I hope you can show me
If you wanna go, then I'll be so lonely
If you're leaving, baby, let me down slowly
Let me down, down, let me down, down, let me down
Let me down, down, let me down, down, let me down
If you wanna go, then I'll be so lonely
If you're leaving, baby let me down slowly
If you wanna go, then I'll be so lonely
If you're leaving, baby let me down slowly
Its a story about a stray dog who receive love and kindness from a loving family. What touch me the most is the father collect bones from restaurant for the dog. The food is not wasted and the needy dog full up his stomach. Bless the family for their kindness and may all the good did return by Allah SWT.
Ya Allah sesungguhnya keluarga mereka sangat baik hati terhadap haiwan sebagaimana suruhanmu. Limpahkanlah rezeki dan rahmatmu kepada mereka. Tempatkanlah ayahnya di kalangan orang-orang yang soleh. Mudah-mudahan perbuatan baik mereka menjadi ikutan ramai dan menjadi pahala berterusan buat mereka. Mudah-mudahan kami juga istiqamah dalam melakukan kebaikan dan melaksanakan suruhanmu. Amin..
Assalamualaikum. Aku harap confession aku ni dapat beri sedikit pengajaran kepada readers semua.
Aku dulu zaman belajar top student tau. Sentiasa straight As setiap exam. Pastu dapat masuk sekolah berprestij. Wah nampak berlagak kan? Tak lah. Zaman aku top dulu aku memang humble. Tak pernah pandang rendah kat orang yang low dari aku.
Masuk universiti akūu perform lagi. Masuk aliran sains. Once again aku jadi budak top. Semua orang puji aku pandai. Tapi macam biasa. Aku suka cakap “takdelah biasa2 je. Kebetulan je tu perform, Allah yang bagi”.
Aku cuba elak downgrade kan orang. Tapi aku lupa, ibu aku kuat membawang. Ibu selalu cerita “eh anak siah tu keje kampung je.. belajar diploma tapi keje kampung je.”
Aku pun cakap, “takpelah sekurangnya dia keje jugak”.
Kemudian aku dah habis belajar pun ibu cakap lagi “eh anak si leman tu x sambung belajar pun. Keje mekanik je dia.”
Aku jawab “emm takpelah orang belajar tinggi pun belum tentu dapat kerja. Zaman sekarang susah kerja. Ok la dia kerja daripada tak kerja”.
Ibu suka bandingkan aku dengan anak kawan dia. “Anak si joyah tu tak cerdik mana pun ibu tengok.. dengar cerita belajar haritu cgpa rendah.. haritu dia bangga sangat dengan anaknya. Kang dah padan muka. Anak ibu so far memang paling pandai dari anak2 kawan ibu”.
Kadang tu aku geram juga dengan ibu aku. Sibuk je hal orang. Kadang tu naik juga rasa marah aku. Pernah aku cakap dengan nada sedikit tinggi “ibu ni kuat membawang la. Cuba la jangan menyibuk hal orang. Biar la diorang nak jadi apa pun”.
Ibu aku kecik hati. Lepas tu ibu tak bercakap dah dengan aku. Aku menyesal. Ibu aku jadi pendiam. Pendiam terus. Last2 aku mintak maaf dengan ibu. “Sorry bu. Ibu sembang jela macam biasa. Taknak tegur dah. Ibu jadi je diri sendiri”.
Alhamdulillah ibu ceria semula. Ibu kembali jadi makcik bawang semula. Setiap kali ibu cerita, aku dengar je. Aku faham, kadang2 mak-mak ni takde topik nak sembang. So itu je topik yang boleh dia buka walaupun terpaksa cakap pasal orang.
Lama aku tunggu kerja, tak juga dapat-dapat. Lepas beberapa bulan tiba-tiba banyak offer aku dapat. Semua keje dalam bidang. Wah bertuahnya aku.
Tapi takdir Allah mendahului. Ibu tiba-tiba sakit, sakit terlantar. Takde orang boleh jaga ibu selain aku sebab aku anak tunggal.
Alhamdulillah aku setia jaga ibu. Tapi tipulah kalau aku cakap tak pernah terkilan dengan jalan hidup aku ni. Ada la sikit rasa sedih. Sekarang orang kampung pula cakap kat aku “belajar tinggi tinggi tapi akhirnya tak kerja langsung”.
Baru aku sedar, kita manusia hanya mampu merancang. Tapi Allah la sebaik-baik perancang.
Sebenarnya, kita tak tahu pun masa depan kita macam mana. Our future is never promising until we go through it. Tengoklah aku. Graduan cemerlang yang sering disebut-sebut sebagai budak pandai, sering dapat pelbagai anugerah dan tersohor sebagai otak geliga. Tapi akhirnya?
Aku tengok kawan-kawan aku yang tak sambung belajar dah jauh terkedepan tinggalkan aku di belakang. Yang zaman belajar pointer tak cecah 3.00 pun dah jauh berlari tinggalkan aku terkapai-kapai kat rumah ni.
Kesimpulan yang aku nak cerita di sini :
1) Jangan pernah membawang pasal orang walaupun dalam hati, walaupun hanya sekadar menaip di facebook. Jangan! Sebab takut Allah uji kita balik dengan ujian yang sama.
Contoh dialog bawang : “eh si minah tu dah 10 tahun kahwin belum dapat anak. Dia mandul ke? Sebab badan dia gemuk jugak. Orang gemuk memang payah mengandung”. Elakkan la cakap macam ni. Kan lebih baik kalau kita mendoakan yang baik2.
2) Belajar tinggi-tinggi tak menjanjikan masa depan yang cerah. Tengoklah aku. Akulah buktinya. Akhirnya menjadi surirumah sepenuh tangga menjaga ibu ku sehingga bila2. Dulu cita2 aku tinggi tapi nampaknya cita2 tu dah terkubur begitu saje.
Kadang2 bila down aku menangis juga terkenangkan nasib diri. Malu jumpa kawan2. Masing2 dah beranak pinak, keje bagus, dapat gaji bulanan. Aku pula? Setia di sisi ibu tersayang, cukup makan, kadang2 mengharapkan duit ehsan sedekah orang untuk ibu. Nak kahwin? Ada ke suami yang sanggup menikahi isteri yang menjaga ibu terlantar & tidak punya apa-apa? Pasti dia fikir seribu kali.
3) buat adik2 yang masih belajar tapi tak perform, jangan sedih . Jangan cemburu dengan budak pandai. Kita tak tahu masa depan kita bagaimana. Mungkin awak yang tak pandai lebih berjaya akan datang dari budak pandai tersebut? Hanya Allah tahu.
Aku cuba didik hati bersangka baik. Aku yakin Allah sedang menguji kesabaranku. Aku yakin Allah sedang merencana suatu perancangan yang baik untukku. Seperti yang aku katakan tadi. Our future is never promising until we go through it. Hari ini aku jaga ibu aku. Akan datang who knows? Mungkin takdir aku lebih baik dari korang yang sedang baca confession ni? Only Allah knows.
Doakan ibu aku sembuh sepenuhnya. Doakan masa depan yang terbaik untuk aku.
P/s : dah masuk 3 series ni aku dah give up untuk kahwin. Tolong doakan ada prince charming sudi nak kahwin dengan aku.
👄 Good writing and a true story that should be share for us to repent.
👄 Its real, before you hurt other think of yourself first, pray it wont happens back to you.
👄 everyone have their own difficulties.
👄 keep our mouth away from sin. Stop back bite at least to protect ourself from our own harsh word. We never know after we hurt someone, what are their dua. Orang yang teraniaya doanya mudah dimakbulkan.
👄 The world are temporary, never be so arrogant. One day we are nothing other than ibadah and the good deed that will differentiate and help us.
Someone I knew is in difficulties, the family is in harsdhip enough to attract Menteri Besar, MB to give a visit. Their newborn child is diagnosed with heart problem. After the MB visit, many of the neighbour also tend the house showing concern and help. Sadly after the charity visit, some saying bad things about the family, of how the house is dirty and messy. I am not to judge, but that really something shouldn't be discussed openly as I think it is aib that will embarrass the family if they hear it. Afterall the issue is worthless and the discussions is wasting time and it is a sin. Where your concern on the pitiful child, just how much the donation that worth the backbite. Really we have so many sin, prevent ourself making more by talking on petty things like this. Its ok to say the bad thing if for good sake but if just to make a hot story with someone the family know, that is backbiting and it is a sin. Be kind to other, if cant just dont disturb them, they are pitiful enough.
Few days ago, my neighbour asking me to write a letter as the tittle above. Because of exam week, she feels the urge to make a proper letter where usually she do it herself. In rushing and have to entertain (chit chatting with) her along the making, that is my best writing. My apologise for the format, grammar and spelling mistakes. Hihihi.. hopes the content will benifit anyone's whos looking for idea to make such letter. Credit also to few refference from internet. 🐴🐘
Notes: Oh my writing. Hihi.. it should be small, but for this I make it bigger but it turn out kind of messy.
If you like to watch animals vidoe compilation, for me the dodo is the best choice. Im not courageous to watch animals cruelty video. And beware, in some video-making, animals were being tortured for the sake of the video. In the dodo, InshaAllah all are sincere and real. Anyway, I like the channel. thedodo.com 🤠😻🐒🦍🐶🐕🐩🐺🦁🐯🐅🐆🐃🐂🐮🦄🦌🐎🐴🐄🐰🦏🐗🐏🐻🐀🐸🐦🦉🐥🐍🦆🐓🦃🐼🐨🦐🦀🐞🕸🦋🐟🐚🐙🐌🐙🐉🥀🌿🌷🌵🌻💐🌱🌲🌲
🎼🎤🎻 Lyrics 🎼🎤🎻
Kalau aku kaya
Kalau aku kaya
Aku nak gaya hidup aku berubah
Alangkah indah kalau dah tak susah
Jadi pemilik bukan sewa rumah
Makan tak habis minum tak sudah
Bil api air semua bayar awal
Tulis cek selamba tak risau batal
Masuk dalam bank semua melopong
Dalam akaun ada banyak 0 0 0 0 0
Dan kalau aku mampu
(jangan pening kepala, Aku betulkan semua lubang atas jalanraya)
Buat suka hati aku
(Kamu tak perlu risau, Aku beli semua pokok janji bumi kekal hijau)
[Chorus]
Kalau aku kaya
Hari hari hari raya
Bil-bil jiran keluarga
Aku belanja selamba
Kalau aku kaya
Aku beli segalanya
Bungkuskan semua
Hadiahkan pada mama
Kalau aku kaya (kalau aku kaya, kalau aku kaya)
Kalau aku kaya (kalau aku kaya, kalau aku kaya)
Aku gajikan driver
Nama dia Schumacher
Dia panggil aku sir
Aku panggil dia der
Der, tolong hantar mak aku pegi pasar
Belikan nasi lemak
Boss engkau dah lapar
Aku belikan Kim K, kain lebih
Pesan dia tolong tutup aurat, terima kasih
Beats by Dre
Next beat by'Ye
Tiap show pakai J's
Hypeman aku Jay
Biar aku belanja, subsidi gula
Korang kena kencing manis tanggung rawatan semua
Pening apa semua benda aku yang sponsor
Kalau korang takut trafik kita naik helikopter
Dan kalau aku mampu
(jangan pening kepala, Aku betulkan semua lubang atas jalanraya)
Buat suka hati aku
(Korang tak perlu risau, Aku beli semua pokok janji bumi kekal hijau)
[Chorus]
Kalau aku kaya
Hari hari hari raya
Bil-bil jiran keluarga
Aku belanja selamba
Kalau aku kaya
Aku beli segalanya
Bungkuskan semua
Hadiahkan pada mama
Aku beli serba satu (Heh aku beli dua)
Eleh aku angkat lima (Wei aku borong semua)
Bagitahu jiran lama (Sewa mereka kami taja)
Dan kalau anak-anaknya geliga (Kita bagi biasiswa)
Bila aku kaya
Bila aku kaya
Bila aku kaya
Bila aku kaya
Kaya, kaya
Bila aku kaya
Hari hari hari raya (hari-hari ha ha)
Bil-bil jiran keluarga
Aku belanja selamba (rileks-rileks semua aku belanja)
Bila aku kaya (Yea)
Aku beli segalanya (semua)
Bungkuskan semua (ha ha)
Hadiahkan pada mama (mama nak apa)
Bila aku kaya (Kita bukan pergi kedai kereta beli kereta)
Bila aku kaya (Kita pergi kedai kereta beli kedai kereta)
Bila aku kaya (bila aku kaya, bila aku kaya)
Bila aku kaya (bila aku kaya, haih bila lah nak kaya)
Kalau aku mampu
Buat suka hati aku
Recently we were shocked with the news of animals cruelty in Malaysia. About the dog who cracked his skull beaten by angry motorcyclist, a stray cat klilled in the dobby and a dog who dragged behind a truck. It is unbearable to think what been through by these pitiful animlas, its so sad. We feel very angry toward the crime, how come they do that. But lucky, all the 3 cases get attention wheres all the prepratators criminals was caught. All was thank to the caring natizen who make report about the crime. So abuser, beware.
